Bad wheather!!

Its been a long time I did not update my blog,feel tiring and not in mood to update so just leave it untill today. Passed few days my office was really in a bad condition as that is abnormal numbers of employee felt sick and there is so many rumors spread around the office that there is few of my colleuges get H1N1,this is really a bad rumors right? Don't you think so?! Doesn't matter where the rumors spread from but its true that there is really alot people get the same sickness with same sythms. I am one of the pation as well. Just really hope everyone would get a healthier life and do more take care of self health.

While I am in sick moment,I did considered my future. I was thinking am I will stay in this office in my future as well? I don't really feel happy nowadays staying this office as there is too politic nowadays in the office and its really horrible cause among our colleagues they was playing trick and set threaten,you would not know who is really good to you with sincere or was just acting/pretending in front of you. They could treat you really good in front of you but while you turn around they could bad step you,spread rumors to hurt you or set up a threaten just to let you unable to stay in office or was trying to hurt you. I might not the one who get all this treatment but I just saw this really happened surround me. There is only 2main reason I stay in this office is
1. There is a banch of colleagues treat me reaaly good with sincere in this office.
2. If I left I probably unable to find a job with the same pay.
If I left I would not look for the same type of job,I am acutally more prefer with interesting and able to experience different thing in everyday and of cause $$ $ is first consideration!! hahax :p

I do have a plan for my self but is just never go for it.Plan is always easy but you really need a lot of effort and braveness to work it on.I do admit I might not putting much effort of doing it but there is also another issue which make me feel tight to go for it which is my house situation.I think all of my plan can only achieve after a year while my home situation is turning better,I am still for the day to come :)

After a year I hope I could work in radio station cause my ambition is actually be a DJ or VJ!! or I do hope I could continue my studies at Taiwan and of cause the course I am gonna take is something related with my ambition. Althaugh I know its still far away for me to talk about my plan now but I believe there might be some day in future I could do what I always hope to do.
(Hope so~~)